Friday, 29 March 2013

Quote Of The Day #3

This is a quote that I would like to live my life by but it doesn't always go to plan. If I am ever asked to do something I will always think of this quotes and say yes but then it may be later in the day or later in the week, when I start to over think what I said yes to and chicken out and say I can't do it. This has lead to me upsetting or hurting people but i don't mean to do it, I just over think about things and then freak myself out and have a panic attack. 

The last time this happened to me I was sitting in my geography class and all of a sudden I started panicing (this was the worst panic attack I have ever had and it freaked the life out of me), at the time I didn't know why I was panic I wasn't in a small space, nothing bad was happening and it was just like any normal day. My panic attack lasted around 20 minutes, but every time I tried to think why I paniced I statred to freak out and then I realised it ws because I was asked to go somewhere with a friend, (it was some where i had never been before and I knew no one), I initially said "Yeah, sure why not", but then i started to over think and cowardly backed out, this left me feeling really bad and wish I had never said yes. And till this day I still think it was the guilt that built up inside me that caused it.

Sorry for the big long story but that is the reason I like this quote I would just like to be able to stick it out until the end and be able to say it.

If you have any quotes that you try to live your life by then let me know in the comments below I would love to read them 
hope you are all having a great easter and I will speak to you soon ♥

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